Not trying to impose sadistic behavior of mine, but I do prefer to listen to a sad songs. Not because I wanted to feel the pain or whatever hurtful things that might come up reminding me about my past. Sad songs brought me into reality that somehow, I have been into dark moments of my life, that moment when I almost give up. It's not easy but it strengthens me by knowing that I've conquer it all. Painful memories brought by sad song isn't that bad at all, it reminded me that somewhere in my past I am at my low points of my life and next best thing happen along my journey is moving on and going up.