I used to want to start my own blog. It would be like a about feelings, my feelings. I was reluctant and didn’t push though. Intimidation got to me. And my thoughts (which can be seen by in my writing) tend to go in too many ways at once. I’d notice myself write a title, tried to start with something catchy then all of a sudden swerve to another topic. I think a back story is healthy, but not if it makes your original idea irrelevant. There are times I want completely give up writing. But I really would like to express myself in a platform. Or would it be in a hidden diary forever? I just want to be able to express myself. I wish to be confident as others. Seeing those whose words flow so seamlessly, whose idea come across so easily, it makes me feel unworthy. It’s a bad habit, I know. But have you ever had that tugging feeling? That you’ve been talking in your head for quite some time? You then tell yourself, “Hey, I’m funny” or “I have a pretty good idea”, even “That was some deep… something”. Then you open a page, a notebook, a laptop, and wait for all of it to come out. And all of it does. Hands are not too fast to write/type. But continuous vomiting of thoughts you want to shout. How can I let it all out?